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thinking of youWhen i see you smile,
It touches my cold heart,
I want to smile in return,
Tears run down my face,
You're there rubbing them away.
And i love you so,
very much it pains me,
I can't stand the way,
you touch me it,
makes me shiver
down to my spine.
The kisses you give,
burn my skin,
You don't know,
how much i miss you,
wrapped in your warmth.
Strong arms around me,
safely in your arms,
you complete me,
I want to meld to you,
cause honey, being a breath away,
is too far away.
DepressedI hate this pain,
i hate this pain
This steely notion
That I'll never be pure,
This pain wracks me
Daily, almost unwavering,
Some days it's gone,
Other days unbearable,
But I have to walk on
Walk on walk on
No one cares
This pain is everywhere
Tired, sad all day long
I don't care that no one cares
I press on
It would be nice if
My bones would stop aching
My muscles no longer stiff,
I wish not to be burning,
My blood un-curdled
The tiredness gone
The unrest settled
I wish for
My bed to be warm and no longer
Freezing my dead hurting body.
I wish to be bright, cheerful, happy,
Warm, and not aching.
i hate this pain
I hate this pain
the morning expedition~The Morning expedition~
A low beep interrupts my slumber
It is persistent, as I stir in my sleep
Trying to ignore it, I fail as my dream ends
This beep is now wailing
Small bodies jump from the bed and fly off elsewhere
I realize the burning heat within the blankets
I do not want to get up, but I have to.
I jump up and run to the wailing beeping clock,
My body shivers from the cold my brain hurts and
My nose wrinkles from the onslaught of bitter cold air.
It wraps itself around me as I turn off the clock,
A small furry body presses against my legs,
My cat meows at me, wanting food.
Not the time, "not now" I say as I rush
To put on my jacket and boots,
I rush down the stairs and to my surprised sight
The German Shepard lays on the couch deep asleep
His legs high in the air is mouth a gap,
He awakes to my scuffling,
He jumps off the couch and barks as
I put on another jacket my
Night gown clinging to me,
He rushes around the house nipping at my gown
I say "ok,
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